Dread

I'm going to make this short and simple. I do not want to go back to fl tomorrow. I love my family dearly, but I have something here in Tennessee I don't have anywhere else. When I come back, I always feel like this is the place I really belong. And I know, if it were possible right now, I wouldn't think two seconds about moving back. So how do you find balance in all this? It'll take me another 4 years to finish my Masters, which is something i really need to do first...

...but I don't know if I can go that long. I know, I'm being melodramatic, but this is really how I feel. And it's hell.