Frustration

What is with life. Of course I can't the half day off to go down to the school board and be interviewed.

I'm stuck in a stupid hole, and every way out I possibly find becomes a dead end. So what is this? A test to see just how determined I really am? Or is this a "Hey, you idiot, you're not on the right track. STOP NOW. I like you where you are."

And if it is the latter, I guess I'll be stuck here forever. And I don't want to be.

I pray constantly for an open door, for an answer. And I keep getting this "Wait on my time" response. I mean, I think I understand that it's not that I'm NOT getting an answer to prayer...

...but at the same time I don't know how much more patience I can maintain.

So that's my frustration for the day. Maybe I'll post something more uplifting later.